Back...
Finally, I'm back to blogging... The past 2 weeks has been really hectic for me. Somehow, my emotions caught up with me so much. Well, people no longer really care about the things they say that hurts me so bad. Not that they cared before anyway. After all, to them, I'm not a human being... Just because I think and feel differently from a stereotype, I'm "persecuted".
Now, I truly understand the cliche "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger" . Dying isn't as bad as being on the verge of death. That means to say, the proccess is more likely worse than the result. Might not make sense to some though eh...
It just so seems that, whatever has happened to me is the result of karma. Lets just say Karma isn't as bad as the guilt that I have. A series of really stupid decisions results in plenty of broken friendships. Perhaps "trust" is the suitable word.
Sometimes, I just don't know what to say about how I feel. I mean, its certainly different and so so complicated. I reread what I wrote and I don't even know if it makes sense anymore. I wonder why I just can't be like everyone else.
All my feelings are just mixing so much that, I've screwed up my blog post... *sighs*
Now, I truly understand the cliche "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger" . Dying isn't as bad as being on the verge of death. That means to say, the proccess is more likely worse than the result. Might not make sense to some though eh...
It just so seems that, whatever has happened to me is the result of karma. Lets just say Karma isn't as bad as the guilt that I have. A series of really stupid decisions results in plenty of broken friendships. Perhaps "trust" is the suitable word.
Sometimes, I just don't know what to say about how I feel. I mean, its certainly different and so so complicated. I reread what I wrote and I don't even know if it makes sense anymore. I wonder why I just can't be like everyone else.
All my feelings are just mixing so much that, I've screwed up my blog post... *sighs*
