Life feels like PRISON
Have you ever noticed how the school actually tries to control every thing you do? When they "invite" you for detention, its just as good as having a funeral. You can't posibly not go for a funeral right.
Let me just tell the school something, I'm not a dog and don't you bloody treat me like one. Just because you say I have to go for some fitness test, doesn't mean that I have to go for the first one and be judged as playing truant if I don't. I'm not your fucking dog. Don't tell me how to live my life.
For once the dumb principal should quit about talking about habits. I can talk to you about habits if you want. Quit talking too much because you are boring and don't talk sense. Stop being so contradictary to your own actions.
Sometimes, I just feel myself screaming in my head and not one person cares. Friends can be compared to strangers. when they need you, they come to you and expect you to be there for you. If you are feeliing like SHIT or in deep SHIT. "Oh sorry Logen, you don't want me to get into trouble with you right?" When they themselves are partly to be blamed. Or simply, look at you like you are air.
For years, I've been trying to find someone who would care and look out for me and of course I'll do the same. In fact, I did care, love and look out for some people alot, not caring about the returns. Lets just say, in investment terms, I became bankrupt!
No longer will I be stupid enough to take a chance. I don't want to have emotional dependency on anyone because when it's over, it hurts like fuck. "Born alone, Die Alone" how true! I look at myself now and its different, my hearbeat is so much faster most of the time, I feel as if I'm a Volcano about to erupt but god is just putting his/her hand on top to cover it. This feels totally like Shit.
I'm no longer like my religious self. Not knowing if I'm able to commit myself by my religion (wicca). Speaking of that, I'm also sick of people taking my religion as a joke. Yea, I can fly on broomsticks and drink blood*sarcasm*. My advice would be, SHUT YOUR BIG ASSHOLE ON THE FACE UNTIL YOU KNOW ANYTHING.
Unfortunately, I cannot let off some steam here either. *sighs*
-Logen
Let me just tell the school something, I'm not a dog and don't you bloody treat me like one. Just because you say I have to go for some fitness test, doesn't mean that I have to go for the first one and be judged as playing truant if I don't. I'm not your fucking dog. Don't tell me how to live my life.
For once the dumb principal should quit about talking about habits. I can talk to you about habits if you want. Quit talking too much because you are boring and don't talk sense. Stop being so contradictary to your own actions.
Sometimes, I just feel myself screaming in my head and not one person cares. Friends can be compared to strangers. when they need you, they come to you and expect you to be there for you. If you are feeliing like SHIT or in deep SHIT. "Oh sorry Logen, you don't want me to get into trouble with you right?" When they themselves are partly to be blamed. Or simply, look at you like you are air.
For years, I've been trying to find someone who would care and look out for me and of course I'll do the same. In fact, I did care, love and look out for some people alot, not caring about the returns. Lets just say, in investment terms, I became bankrupt!
No longer will I be stupid enough to take a chance. I don't want to have emotional dependency on anyone because when it's over, it hurts like fuck. "Born alone, Die Alone" how true! I look at myself now and its different, my hearbeat is so much faster most of the time, I feel as if I'm a Volcano about to erupt but god is just putting his/her hand on top to cover it. This feels totally like Shit.
I'm no longer like my religious self. Not knowing if I'm able to commit myself by my religion (wicca). Speaking of that, I'm also sick of people taking my religion as a joke. Yea, I can fly on broomsticks and drink blood*sarcasm*. My advice would be, SHUT YOUR BIG ASSHOLE ON THE FACE UNTIL YOU KNOW ANYTHING.
Unfortunately, I cannot let off some steam here either. *sighs*
-Logen
