Fine for the moment
Yeah, I'm feeling quite okay but I now often get lost. Like when I walk out in the streets, I get lost in my emotions, feeling numb and just not lookng out for things I need to look out for.
I told myself that I shouldn't continue liking this girl because I don't know if I can just easily open up and trust someone like I did last time. Besides, no girl would want to be with me. I dream of times when I can sweep a girl off her feet and same can be said about her. Abit of myself isn't hoping for too much. I think she's really cute(not the ugly but adorable cute). Well, I can't say much about her, or else most people will know who I'm talking about.
Lets say, I'm not conditioning myself not to open up too much or whatever. Nothing lasts...
-Listening to "When The Stars Go Blue" by Tyler Hilton feat Bethany Joy- (thinking about her)
I've been having a break from thinking about girls for perhaps 3 - 5 months. Now, although I don't think I should, my crush on her just got bigger. Nevermind, doesn't make sense.
Watched Charlie and The Choolate Factory today with Ais and Mandy yesterday. In my opinion, it sucked. So kidish and boring. I felt as if I was watching a cross of hi-5 and 'In Our House' (some sucky singaporean kid show). Funny at some parts but yeah, I wouldn't but the VCD...
After the movie, we walked by the SG River. Some military planes were flying and both Ais and Mandy were acting like bimbos wondering why the planes were there... Anyway, as we walked on, we saw 5 caucasian girls. They were so daring and cute. Sashaying to the song an Elvis Presley Wanabe Contestant was singing.
We reached The Fullerton Hotel. It was so beautiful! Anyway, I think the rest of the walk was a bummer. Quite boring... Guess I should have been home studying. I'm just screwing my life further.
Oh, one more thing, I have not slept yet. Going to sleep soon, I guess.
Ciao...
I told myself that I shouldn't continue liking this girl because I don't know if I can just easily open up and trust someone like I did last time. Besides, no girl would want to be with me. I dream of times when I can sweep a girl off her feet and same can be said about her. Abit of myself isn't hoping for too much. I think she's really cute(not the ugly but adorable cute). Well, I can't say much about her, or else most people will know who I'm talking about.
Lets say, I'm not conditioning myself not to open up too much or whatever. Nothing lasts...
-Listening to "When The Stars Go Blue" by Tyler Hilton feat Bethany Joy- (thinking about her)
I've been having a break from thinking about girls for perhaps 3 - 5 months. Now, although I don't think I should, my crush on her just got bigger. Nevermind, doesn't make sense.
Watched Charlie and The Choolate Factory today with Ais and Mandy yesterday. In my opinion, it sucked. So kidish and boring. I felt as if I was watching a cross of hi-5 and 'In Our House' (some sucky singaporean kid show). Funny at some parts but yeah, I wouldn't but the VCD...
After the movie, we walked by the SG River. Some military planes were flying and both Ais and Mandy were acting like bimbos wondering why the planes were there... Anyway, as we walked on, we saw 5 caucasian girls. They were so daring and cute. Sashaying to the song an Elvis Presley Wanabe Contestant was singing.
We reached The Fullerton Hotel. It was so beautiful! Anyway, I think the rest of the walk was a bummer. Quite boring... Guess I should have been home studying. I'm just screwing my life further.
Oh, one more thing, I have not slept yet. Going to sleep soon, I guess.
Ciao...
