Pain
Woo! TEACHER'S DAY!!! Well, what a bunch of bull....
I went back to Kuo Chuan Primary. Looking at others, just looking at them. How much they have changed, how much better they looked. Remembering why I almost always dreaded meeting them with them. People say stuff, mean stuff... My ego, emotions, "SELF-CONFIDENCE"... GOES DOWN THE drAin.
I'm in search for some bloody happiness, what do I get? I owe perhaps in total almost 100 dollars to various people as I don't have enough money and this is still the case. I'm at a lost. What am I to do?
I'm sick of being receptive to other people's emotions while I and them neglect mine. I'm not a fucking rock, I have emotions too! Ultimately, I just feel that, simply, no one cares.
*sighs* ...........................................
I went back to Kuo Chuan Primary. Looking at others, just looking at them. How much they have changed, how much better they looked. Remembering why I almost always dreaded meeting them with them. People say stuff, mean stuff... My ego, emotions, "SELF-CONFIDENCE"... GOES DOWN THE drAin.
I'm in search for some bloody happiness, what do I get? I owe perhaps in total almost 100 dollars to various people as I don't have enough money and this is still the case. I'm at a lost. What am I to do?
I'm sick of being receptive to other people's emotions while I and them neglect mine. I'm not a fucking rock, I have emotions too! Ultimately, I just feel that, simply, no one cares.
*sighs* ...........................................
