Logish Lifestyle

Yea, indeed it is the Chinese New Year. The 'Ang Pow' market stocks has dropped drastically. More 'investors' buying $2 stocks.

 

Anyway, after I clear my debts, I'll be left with approximately fifteen dollars. That feels so good... (sarcasm, obviously)

 

So, I sit here, in front of the screen smelling my own fart. How wonderful! Okay, no complaints. I have to be One with myself. Om... Om... Om...

 

Ciao. Wishing you all, hopefully, a better lunar new year!

Time has eluded me once again. For I had been preparing notes for my Principles Of Accounts[POA] Peer Tutoring Group.

 

The presentation yesterday had gone well; I believe I have improved on my presentation skills. However, on thinking about it, there was sort of a glitch before the presentation started. Mrs Lai's laptop had refused to read the CD for the first few minutes. Thereafter, it had gone pretty well.

 

After school, I headed nearby the bus stop near the bridge in the company of Aisvarya and Lauren; the bimbos felt like walking further. They, of course, took the bus, as I continued my way home. Swallowing two panadols, I left my house to my former primary school to bid farewell to a ex-form teacher. Didn't really socialise much will with my ex-classmates, of which, included a best friend whom, I believe, isn't one anymore. It all has to do with time...

 

No matter how much I miss the memories, it can never return. The youthful and carefree days, naiveness on my part, now, seem so far away. In hope that I can grasp the long gone days, I had missed living fully ,what is at present. No longer do I try the foolish, though, reminiscence of the people who mattered, linger on, not likely to fade. I resign to what life has to offer and what life forces on me; that aspect can never be avoided. Karma...

 

Haven't been blogging lately and, this will make up for the numerous "unposted" days. I no longer have much time to spare. Correction, I've been trying to study during the seconds I'm awake.

 

I've got to finish up on my already due Social Studies Notes. Not forgeting, Geography test tomorrow, Math test on Tuesday and POA test on Wednesday. What a rush!

 

Ciao.

 

Yes, a tad bit moody I am,but I remember my resolution: to be one with myself. Emotions run as usual but not as dramatically. I still envy, get hurt and feel lazy. It's part of being human. As always, what I'm about say has happened.

 

I can't prevent people from speaking. Neither do I need nor expect anyone to understand me. Slowly, the thought and speech of others which makes me the object of their jokes fades away. It will always be there, but I cannot change me. After nearly three years, I finally am getting comfortable in my skin and have no wish of turning back to depression. Although, difficult as it is to stay sane in life, I have my reminders;spirituallity.

 

I have nothing else to say, I need to stay centered; emotions grounded.

 

Notice the title said "Christians" not Christianity. Now, I'm not against even Christians. I am against religious bigots! 

 

May I present to you a website of a religious Bigot. Make sure you navigate around and read the other articles. Like Wicca... http://www.cuttingedge.org/news/n1430.cfm

 

Firstly, here's a reason why we shouldn't care about such bullshiters. Their judgement have been clouded biasly towards their religion giving them no tolerance towards othets' religion. Thus the term "bigot". No matter what you say, for every one word they will give you at least ten other reasons why your religion/storybooks/you are satanist/witches/evil.

 

Let me give you a fucking example.

 

[My statement: "My favourite number is thirteen"

 

Bigot: "thirteen is the number of Satan, there were 13 apostles......." " 'My favourite number' indicates that you like the number above all"  "Thus, you love Satan above everyone or thing in the Universe" "You'll die in hell Satanist!"

 

My Statement: "I'm budhist."

 

Bigot: "Budhists are heathen, they don't believe in god. All who don't believe in god believe in Satan. You're a witch!"]

 

Although, I still get deeply offended by these bigots, I remember: these people are bullshiters, they must be of Satan, because any object or number can be related to Satan. You cannot reason with people who are deeply prejudiced against you and towards their "religion".

 

I'm writting ths in hope that I can get rid of these horrible feelings against people who...

 

Ciao (I feel like cursing now, so, FUCK IT!)

You would have thought that I, Logen, had, no doubt, started studying everyday successfully. Half right. I did study on the first day,with Harris, getting looks from some friends that evidently showed that they thought I was mad.

 

However, on the second day, I joined Chia Hsin for lunch at Mac Donalds, in hope that I would study perhaps later-my digestive system thwarted me-I went home to clear my bowels.

 

Third day and the fourth, the damn library was closed and I know that it was impossible to study at home(I was right!).

 

Aside mugging, our new disciplinary master(dm) is a complete *****r. Making no attempt to be nice or at least gain our respect, he caught Florence talking even before he was officially proclaimed as a DM. A person, tall and thin, with no chin at all, he had the striking appearance of Lord Voldermort. Thus, the nickname for him and I, Albus Logendore, pledge allegiance to destroy the dark side.

 

Enough of the sick ass, I think, talking about him, made me make use of thrash language which I have been trying to minimize. Anyway, I'm really satisfied with the teachers and the return of Mrs Wendy brought a smile on my face, though, I knew, that she would remind the class of the pink sheets of paper with our promises to study during the holidays written on it.

 

I shall stop now. Remember, evil can only be kept at bay if we keep fighting it. So, unbutton your top button and loosen your ties, untuck your shirts and shorten your skirts. It's time to thwart the Dark Lord (though he seems so pale to me;why "dark"?).

 

Ciao