Hmm..
Yes, a tad bit moody I am,but I remember my resolution: to be one with myself. Emotions run as usual but not as dramatically. I still envy, get hurt and feel lazy. It's part of being human. As always, what I'm about say has happened.
I can't prevent people from speaking. Neither do I need nor expect anyone to understand me. Slowly, the thought and speech of others which makes me the object of their jokes fades away. It will always be there, but I cannot change me. After nearly three years, I finally am getting comfortable in my skin and have no wish of turning back to depression. Although, difficult as it is to stay sane in life, I have my reminders;spirituallity.
I have nothing else to say, I need to stay centered; emotions grounded.
