Logish Lifestyle

Bala's Barbeque - Sadness for another purpose

2006-02-24T00:23:00.000+08:00

After typing nearly half of this post, I realized that it was of complete redundance; I cannot reveal what had upset me, for fear of trouble that will cause my kinsman(yes, that's how I feel about them). Sincerely, they have deeply saddened me. I beg not to watch their life, dwindling into the deepest abyss of melancholy and sorrow; I have suffered enough, through that all.

Me... Gothic?

2006-02-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

Am I a Goth, deep at heart?I'll decide, not you...You're a true Goth. You see all the wonders andbeauties around you that others seem to beblind to. Don't let anyone get you down, youare truely beautiful. Are you really goth? (For everyone, so take it one and all)brought to you by QuizillaOn the other hand... Could I be a Gothic Elf?You have Elvin blood: The blood in your veins isthat of the

To Bala, an aqquaintance to a foe... A foe to a friend... To a friend that I'll miss...

2006-02-21T05:43:00.000+08:00

Since, I have got nothing to do-other than tedious assignments handed out, which honestly, I can do without-my decision to blog as of now, is final. Does that make sense? Yea, I think so... Without further ado, I believe I had contrary myself by making this statement. There'll be an ado, for I, Logen, has forgotten what I'm to blog about. Alright, forget it... Let me just say that, Bala, a

Cool morning of Darkness

2006-02-21T04:42:00.000+08:00

Awoken by the alarm clock at the hour of three-I start my day. Breakfast, supposedly last night's dinner, that I did not have. No doubt I have risen from rest to mug; the impending Physics Test. Damn! I'm currently lacking the capability of focusing on this mundane subject. Most truthfully, I prefer Chemistry and the teacher who has hands of iron; unafraid of heat and chemicals. I have not a clue

Registered Technorati

2006-02-19T18:32:00.000+08:00

Having registered my blog, on Technorati, nearly 15 hours go, it's time to figure out how to make changes to the template and other features. I'm in need of a guru; the enlightened blogger, whatsoever. By the way, I'm stuffed to the throat with Scottish shortcakes, that suspiciously smells and tastes like Danish Cookies. What is the world coming to? Nevermind, ignore me, for now I'm a bored,

Want to make blogging easier?

2006-02-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

You have, apparently, read the title. So, envisage blogging without compromising speed and, of course, convenience. I do not have to log on to Blogspot, for the sake of posting. I'm able to add images, links or files without the tedious process of html coding. Finally, (*I sing*)-"money-money-money!". Receive cash, through advertising. It's like killing three birds with one stone(No, I have no

Fear?

2006-02-17T23:03:00.000+08:00

Could my fear be a sign of weakness? Why then, had I felt sickeningly weak? Disgust of that fugly(fucking ugly) dog poop - I don't mean this figuratively(alright, partly only!). My doubts on how my life was lived, perhaps, returning, but yet, vanishing. Blurry messes... I need some alone time.

Sleep Paralysis

2006-02-12T23:42:00.000+08:00

My love, for love, has made me forget my worries on narcolepsy. Eversince my first year at secondary school, I've been having sleep paralysis (I did not know the term for it at that time), with hallucinations; frightful ones, shadows, death. Over the years, I know not, if the condition worsened; it was iregular but, the hallucinations got wilder. Not forgeting, late last year, I got the

Wherefore art thou Juliet?

2006-02-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

'Juliet O' Juliet wherefore art thou, Juliet.', I says. Yea, I like her and, yea, I'm artful. I was at Mandy's 'Lunar Chap Gor' Party (the last red-packet-giving day for the Lunar new year), this day. One word, 'FUN'. The 'Truth or Dare' session was so full of humour; some kissed and were caned; nope, not some bondage session. Thereafter, I got to scare the friends of Mandy-first and third

Pissed...

2006-02-11T15:17:00.000+08:00

Should I have woken with a rude shock? Have I not indicated that I DO NOT want a wardrobe for the time being? My room is in a fucked state of clutter now. As if I had changed to this room to wallow in the mess; I wanted the space! Now, it is just lke before, perfectly FUCKED. ... ... ... Powered By Qumana

Love? Love not?

2006-02-08T01:18:00.000+08:00

The stage where love is felt. Is it just lust or a huge tang or desperation? I know not of what I feel, though, obviously, I do want to feel it, share it. Perhaps the start of my read 'Romeo and Julliet' and watching the movie that was inspired by Shakespeare, no less, has heighten that feeling. Once again, this time, is one of the many that I know not what I speak of; the sound of it makes me

Hmm... Am I One?

2006-02-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

Frankly, I have asked myself, 'Am I really one with myself, in the Buddhism sense.'. The answer that came to me was that I have not reached that stage. Buddhism in essence, requires you to renounce ego; renounce attachment. Also, to possess true compassion; not be compassionate because it makes you feel good. I wonder, if I'm all this... Yes, compassion but then again, I have not renounced

Lethargy

2006-02-06T02:09:00.000+08:00

Here's a problem. I now have the ability to feel tired at nearly all times. To make matters worse, my sleeping peiod is usually 2-4 hours with an exception of the weekends: 10 hours. Yea, even after TEN hours of sleep I feel lethargic. O', how perversely early the school can get? At this rate my hot face will be compromised. 'No... Dark circles!' Nevermind me, I'm not going to slip back into

I Not Stupid 2

2006-02-04T01:25:00.000+08:00

At last, I'm back again. Duh! I have managed to catch 'I Not Stupid Too' one of the days in the week. Before, I had vivid visions of myself sobbing uncontrollably in the cinemas, as I had done so for its prequel. However, this was not the case. Yea, the movie was good, but, alas, Jack Neo had fused the really sad parts, often, with a little humour, which prevented the flow of my tears.

Lunar New Year

2006-01-30T02:09:00.000+08:00

Yea, indeed it is the Chinese New Year. The 'Ang Pow' market stocks has dropped drastically. More 'investors' buying $2 stocks. Anyway, after I clear my debts, I'll be left with approximately fifteen dollars. That feels so good... (sarcasm, obviously) So, I sit here, in front of the screen smelling my own fart. How wonderful! Okay, no complaints. I have to be One with myself. Om... Om... Om...

Time...

2006-01-28T02:24:00.000+08:00

Time has eluded me once again. For I had been preparing notes for my Principles Of Accounts[POA] Peer Tutoring Group. The presentation yesterday had gone well; I believe I have improved on my presentation skills. However, on thinking about it, there was sort of a glitch before the presentation started. Mrs Lai's laptop had refused to read the CD for the first few minutes. Thereafter, it had gone

A proper post at a proper time. Now is not the time, I fear.

2006-01-22T20:01:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging lately and, this will make up for the numerous "unposted" days. I no longer have much time to spare. Correction, I've been trying to study during the seconds I'm awake. I've got to finish up on my already due Social Studies Notes. Not forgeting, Geography test tomorrow, Math test on Tuesday and POA test on Wednesday. What a rush! Ciao. Powered By Qumana

Hmm..

2006-01-09T17:53:00.000+08:00

Yes, a tad bit moody I am,but I remember my resolution: to be one with myself. Emotions run as usual but not as dramatically. I still envy, get hurt and feel lazy. It's part of being human. As always, what I'm about say has happened. I can't prevent people from speaking. Neither do I need nor expect anyone to understand me. Slowly, the thought and speech of others which makes me the object of

One more link to add on RELIGIOUS BIGOTRY!

2006-01-08T04:48:00.000+08:00

http://www.cuttingedge.org/news/hpmain.html

Why I have once had a prejudiced view against the Christians.

2006-01-08T04:44:00.000+08:00

Notice the title said "Christians" not Christianity. Now, I'm not against even Christians. I am against religious bigots! May I present to you a website of a religious Bigot. Make sure you navigate around and read the other articles. Like Wicca... http://www.cuttingedge.org/news/n1430.cfm Firstly, here's a reason why we shouldn't care about such bullshiters. Their judgement have been clouded

First week of School

2006-01-07T04:36:00.000+08:00

You would have thought that I, Logen, had, no doubt, started studying everyday successfully. Half right. I did study on the first day,with Harris, getting looks from some friends that evidently showed that they thought I was mad. However, on the second day, I joined Chia Hsin for lunch at Mac Donalds, in hope that I would study perhaps later-my digestive system thwarted me-I went home to clear my

Enlightened? Perhaps there's still a bit of the journey left.

2005-12-31T18:01:00.000+08:00

Life feels so much better now. Again, I don't feel chatty now. However, it being New Year's Eve, I have made a few resolution: To be a better person and not to submit to pain but to face it;to work towards the Buddha but yet retaining by my Wiccan ways. I , without saying, somehow planned on how I shall study for my GCE' O's and, therefore, I resolute to stick to the plan. Lastly, I want to gain

My Notes

2005-12-28T21:31:00.000+08:00

Just to inform you-my study notes can be found at Logish Notes. I don't really feel like saying anything else. So, that's all folks...

Study study... School reopens soon

2005-12-26T18:28:00.000+08:00

I may have found a solution as to how to study with the seduction of a computer-FINALLY-:Create a website containing notes that I shall type out, in due course, for all subjects that I will be taking for the GCE'O's.I will leave the link here, shortly, after the website has been made. Sighs.Around one week to the reopening of school. I have rather mixed feelings about it. The fact that I have not

Happy X'mas Eve

2005-12-24T22:02:00.000+08:00

I really have got nothing to say. However-still-I want to just do a bit of blogging. So, to all of you, a very Happy X'mas. There you are, my finished posting. Ciao. Powered By Qumana

Cambridge University

2005-12-22T18:25:00.000+08:00

I had been surfing the internet for the past few hours, searching for British English resources to no avail. However, I did stumble upon the Cambridge University website and I'll be aiming to get my MBA's at Cambridge. That is, of course, after my GCE O's and going to Temasek Polyechnic for a diploma in Business Management and maybe Financing. In the meantime, however, I'll try to win as many

Mood disorder

2005-12-22T13:25:00.000+08:00

It dawned upon me quite a long while ago that I may have mood disorder. Either that, or, I'm havng a horrible stage of puberty. I prefer the latter. Yes, I admit, I do have a bloody problem concerning something that triggers the long chain of moods and emotions. If only the problem would dissolve or turn to my advantage(which is near impossible), I might be able to be more joyful. Due to that, I

DIY? English? Meditation?

2005-12-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

In recent times, I feel as if I hadn't written a satisfactory post. Thus, I have decided to rectify my doings or undoing's with this post. Currently, you could say that I have taken forth a sudden interest in DIY room improvement stuff and a growing interest toward mastering English. By this, I mean, really understanding the parts of speech, vocabulary, and most definitely punctuation. A need to

No Comments...

2005-12-16T23:56:00.000+08:00

At present, I find that I'm better able to control my emotions, which in fact, is influenced by the person I'm with. Not going to quote you examples though. Now, lets get on to the Potter list... Harry Potter: Harris PotterHermione: Aismione GrangerAlbus Dumbledore: Albus LogendoreMcgonagol: YagonagolVoldermort: LaurdermortDraco Malfoy: Kaico Malfoy(decided to add a twin draco: Yuco Malfoy *

Test

2005-12-15T04:09:00.000+08:00

This shall be a test for my internet connection...Powered By Qumana

An onset of mood

2005-12-13T00:41:00.000+08:00

How could be someone I loathe to be? You'd think it's impossible for all the bad to happen. Not that it's bad but I have hopes and dreams. Sighs...

Himboticism

2005-12-12T16:05:00.000+08:00

I found out at the cost of 3 hours of my time that I have used neutraliser to straighten my hair. When I finally read the instructions, it was at around 4 in the morning! Nevermind, just to keep you posted... Powered By Qumana

It now makes more sense

2005-12-12T03:47:00.000+08:00

Although I haven't read "Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban", I did watch the movie. The map, Lupin, Sirius, whatever - it all makes more sense now. However, I still am having the urge of getting my hands on the first 3 books. I am hoping that Rowling will be coming up with the book by the middle of the next year. By the way, I'll be meeting Ais later in the evening. We'll be going to

The quest to cds

2005-12-11T22:56:00.000+08:00

Unlike my ex-student, Bala, who became a proffessor, I still have a fear of buying C.D.s at 7-eleven. Those who know me well should be able to intepret the abbreviation. OH MA! I need it for satisfaction! *sighs Once again, how could Dumbledore die?

Hello?

2005-12-10T21:27:00.000+08:00

I am really curious as to how many visitors are there to this blog and I have a feeling that there is almost none. Other than using a third party online statistics service that keeps track of my visitors, I'm hopping blogspot has it's own internal statistics tracker. That's all folks! Wait! I forgot to say- I won a pair of tickets to 'HOLLYWOOD ON ICE'! It's over a Hundred Singapore Dollars per

This is sad...

2005-12-10T03:56:00.000+08:00

After having read all the "Potter" books that Rowling had written except for the first three. I now think, I have gone nuts. I was on the phone with a friend last night and when she was complaning about the MATH question she, at that moment, could not solve, I though she was talking about TRANFIGURATION. Without saying, CHEMISTRY seemed more like POTIONS now. This all seems rather amusing.

Constricted Words

2005-12-05T20:42:00.000+08:00

A strong urge to say something from deep within, but yet, nothing revealed. The limited words I know constrict my unwritten expressions. As I pride myself for making it so far. Further into the post, still unknowing of what it will become. My emotions now static, misery that do not end in tears. It's so much worse than crying. Though eversince clarity came to me, I kept the big picture in my

How could you do this to me?

2005-12-05T19:26:00.000+08:00

Just a mere conversation to someone and an utter paranoia comes over you. A close friend to me and you thought of something more. At present you openly profess your crush on the one I adore. I said nothing, but deep inside shock by your clueless contempt. Is it even fair? I ponder, as words of advice from me to you, spell the route towards courtship. I long to feel love, be it puppy passion or

Post Of Horror

2005-12-04T15:24:00.000+08:00

Didn't have the concentration to blog last night as I was having a conference with Laur and Harris. It was really nice to frighten them. Although, I did freak myself out sometimes. Here are a few "facts" It is said that if you looked in 1 of the13 mirrors(if I didn't remember wrongly) that reflected off themselves simultaneously at 3.33 a.m., you would see yourself in the mirror at the point

Obsession with blogging?

2005-12-03T14:28:00.000+08:00

It is a likely that I have been obsessed with blogging in the past few days. I'm thining that I should attribute this cause to boredom. Right now, I have a lucrative business plan in mind. However, I just don't have the financial means in starting it up. Have plans to drag my uncle down into it though but I have to write a business plan if it's ever going to work. Enough of that for now, I'm

Just a Little bored and tired

2005-12-03T00:38:00.000+08:00

Don't trust the title, it's definitely an understatement. Here I sit looking at the yellow screen bored and surely tired to an extreme level. My back aches and I shall definitely try to stretch backwards a few times so as to prevent myself from turning into the Hunchback of Notredame. Hopefully by tomorrow, I shall start studying. It seems all too easy to just grab my book off the shelf but the

Pissed by the stupid SCREEN!

2005-12-02T13:02:00.000+08:00

Thinking that the screen was fixed, I sat down and enjoyed viewing my website as a normal non-colour blind person would. However, eventually, by the next day, I discovered that I had an onset of colour blindness the moment the screen was turned on. Not only that, a terrible headache came upon me.My father did of course change the monitor and once again I thought that the problem was solved. How

Offline Blog Software

2005-11-30T02:23:00.000+08:00

I'm just testing some offline blog software. So let me proceed... Testing testing 123... (Wahahahahahahahahaha!)You can try out the program I'm using apparently by clicking the below link. Rather convenient. As a plus, you can put up advertisements and earn cash! Yep, click the link with "Free Desktop Blog Tool". Highly recomended and convenient. Powered By

Paradise, Finally

2005-11-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

When I sent an email to my form teacher, I forgot to disable my auto site promotion link which together with my mail sent a weblink promoting this blog. Anyway, I don't think I regret it. I trust her. By the way, her reply with added comments on my blog prompted me to awake from pehaps a month's hibernation. Finally, I see with clarity. Okay okay, I'm not yet a guru but I have figured stuff out

a destiny of eternal misery

2005-10-24T01:00:00.000+08:00

Ever experienced a day that everything went wrong... That clearly reflects what my life is. Since the day I was born. I have yet to experience true happiness but it seems to me that I'm not fated to.Here's what I have, SHIT family, SHIT friends, SHIT life... I was once told that after World War 2, the orphan babies that were lined closer to the aisle where the doctors were lived while those that

Twisted

2005-10-18T00:16:00.000+08:00

I decided on impulse that since I was online, I might as well blog on updates for the past few days. Actually, this post is mainly about the finger puppet play my class was forced to watch at The Esplanade Theatres on a Saturday night. Surprisingly, my motive isn't to ostracise their production. Though, at the same time, finger puppeting was never my thing.The thing that shocked me was that I in

Tired

2005-10-04T19:08:00.000+08:00

Exhaustion of life. Gulping Scotch to calm the hidden tears. I have so much to say, yet at a great loss for words.For fear of discovery and harsh judgement, I'm someone else. Words stabbing me, the pain unimaginable. Laughing at my misery as none could be done. Wishful hope of normalcy. What was I thinking? I'm destined for pain.Knowledge is an illusion, Confusion is closer to reality. Living is

Slipping back into deep SHIT (always listen to your own advice)

2005-09-20T22:40:00.000+08:00

As from the tittle, we can infer whatever... Take it from me, never have emotional dependency on anyone. Well, I should listen to myself more. *fake smile*I don't want to say more...Logen,.........

New Lease Of Hope

2005-09-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

I had been suffering from depression and I believe it's time I recovered. In this period, I have neglected who I was, what I was and my own advices. I would really like to thank Florence for the phone conversation we had an hour ago. While she was "counseling" me, I noticed the similarities in our perception of life. Shockingly, I found our life experience strikingly similar. She was hurt in the

Pain

2005-08-31T19:59:00.000+08:00

Woo! TEACHER'S DAY!!! Well, what a bunch of bull....I went back to Kuo Chuan Primary. Looking at others, just looking at them. How much they have changed, how much better they looked. Remembering why I almost always dreaded meeting them with them. People say stuff, mean stuff... My ego, emotions, "SELF-CONFIDENCE"... GOES DOWN THE drAin.I'm in search for some bloody happiness, what do I get? I

Life... This certainly can't be it...

2005-08-19T23:02:00.000+08:00

I am finally able to lose almost all emotional dependency towards anyone. Here's a downside, most of the time now, I feel as if my heart i beating so fast and I could hardly breathe. Sighs...Anyway, Mrs Lai has been really amgry these few days and I mean really she blew her top. Sometimes I really pity her, no one really appreciates her efforts. Right now, I think, the amount of stress she is

Fine for the moment

2005-08-14T06:04:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I'm feeling quite okay but I now often get lost. Like when I walk out in the streets, I get lost in my emotions, feeling numb and just not lookng out for things I need to look out for.I told myself that I shouldn't continue liking this girl because I don't know if I can just easily open up and trust someone like I did last time. Besides, no girl would want to be with me. I dream of times

Boredom

2005-08-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

I can't really say I have recovered from my emotional depression. I'm just really sick of being sick of life that I can't really be bothered but I still bother Because its affecting me. Okay, what did I just say? Doesn't matter...Right now, I'm really bored. Want to go out, as in out of this country. Have been in this bloody country for 6 years and counting. Not even to Malaysia. Financially "

worse worser WORST

2005-08-06T19:39:00.000+08:00

Feel free to infer using the title of my post. My life is going on so "well"! Can't say its worst as anything can get worser than worst. Go figure...I'm sick of living up to others' expectation of me being nice all the time. I hate sucking up to people. I just realised something, from a certain point of time in my childhood(did I even have a childhood?) till now, I had no one I could truly

Life seems to get harder

2005-07-26T21:50:00.000+08:00

It looks like all I have is my blog to "speak" to, in this time of 'crisis'. On the outside, I have always looked happy. Always in my own world, imagining how I want my life to be, me being the best I can. Reality just sucks so much. I'm sick of writing the same genre of posts that basically complains about my life all the time. I'm sick of being the nice person who doesn't want to argue with

Life feels like PRISON

2005-07-25T19:58:00.000+08:00

Have you ever noticed how the school actually tries to control every thing you do? When they "invite" you for detention, its just as good as having a funeral. You can't posibly not go for a funeral right.Let me just tell the school something, I'm not a dog and don't you bloody treat me like one. Just because you say I have to go for some fitness test, doesn't mean that I have to go for the first

Slight mood and SARCASM

2005-07-25T19:29:00.000+08:00

WOO!!! I started a 'great' day today. I was very pissed by Jeffrey. He just spoilt my day basically. Not that drastically of course. However, I must give him credit for the start of this nonsense. Let me tell you something, arogance and pride will bloody be your dowfall one day. To think I tried to be nice to you!Anyway, during Civics & Moral Ed, that PMS teacher was talking to us about some

Kachang Puteh

2005-07-21T20:19:00.000+08:00

Today was quite alright. Mrs Lai was telling us about the "business project" during Humanities Week. We had to source for nuts for Kacang Puteh we were selling.Went to Mustafa with Lor Lan (Lauren) after school. Not much help actually, we couldn't find nuts in bulk... A customer there also mistook us for the Mustafa Sales management. Dumb. I knew the school uniform was so much like SHIT...Anyway,

Muah am happy and sad

2005-07-17T20:48:00.000+08:00

Okay, first off the good news! There will be "THE APPRENTICE 3" at 10 on Channel 5. YAY! Now the bad news, not really bad yarh, just that I think its really stupid. I wonder why someone is jealous of me for... If I say too much people will know what I'm talking about.Anyway, I did some "spying" on other peoples' blog(need to be updated on new news *laughs*). Nothing much. At last my dear "wife"

Swimming Again...

2005-07-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

Today though not really fun, was better than my days of depression. Not only that, I got to know two persons better. Okay, in school, during the last lesson, Chia Hsin, Fu Hua and I had some horror movie cum psychic talk. We were like talking about this horror movie when suddenly the bloody door was slammed by the wind. It scared the hell out of us!Anyway, after school, I went to Gladys' Pool as

Moody

2005-07-14T20:07:00.000+08:00

Taking action is useless when there isn't a result. Well, whatever...Anyway, I was really moody in school today. Just for the record, everyone was minding their own business. I wonder when this "nonsense" will stop.This is what I wrote today..."No use doing something, when tomorrow is going to be the same. You wished life wouldn't be as harsh. The people who are with you, ALWAYS hurt you the most

Numb

2005-07-13T19:34:00.000+08:00

Feeling so numb right now. *sighs* I remember that I promised to do an article on child exploitation. That will have to wait. I don't really have time and I'm "emotionally unstable" now. I need to just distance myself from people for a while. Not always successful though. Wonder if there's someone to listen but I don't think anyone will or at least I no longer trust like I did before. I mean, I

"Realization"? NOT!

2005-07-13T18:54:00.000+08:00

I guess, there will be a point of time when you actually sit down and ask yourself, "Why am I here, suffering? What is my purpose?". This is actually happening again. There are people who would just dismiss what I have just said, thinking that they are too "great" or don't have time to think about such stupid stuff.Well, I can't do anything about their arrogant mentality or maybe I think too much

Short post

2005-07-13T01:46:00.000+08:00

This is going to be a short post. I have just finished the bloody DnT folio (not exactly) and its like 1.46am now! Ahh! Okay, my arms are itching now. I HATE ECZEMA!!!I also hate the bloody comments from some brainless people who have no knowledge of my condition and want to talk SHIT about it. I don't need to name who. We know there's a bitchy shit face who wants to be the "ALL-ROUNDER". WOO!

Swim At Gladys' place

2005-07-09T19:38:00.000+08:00

Okay, I didn't post for yesterday. So let this be yesterday's post.Went to Gladys' house at 1+ to swim! Was so so fun! Too bad Eil and Pooh Bear didn't swim because of the moon. *grins*.Anyway, Eli, Laur, Ais, Glad and I were having such a peaceful swim until GK, Gy and Shun Li came. Splash us and keep topling the boy float I was lying on. Who cares! It was fun!! *laughs* Poor Gk had to go home.

This expresses how I feel

2005-07-07T19:46:00.000+08:00

I wrote this during D&T a week ago and completed it today... I personally think it's very spell-like...-----start-----Face the day like you don't care,In the heart it hurts so bad.Feeling like its never ending,Like a karmic curse rotating,Upon you it always be.Lonesome soul lost in the dark,Never hoping to be found.Not a friend to lend a shoulder.Persecution at the corner.Trust not oneNor to be

Back...

2005-07-07T19:15:00.000+08:00

Finally, I'm back to blogging... The past 2 weeks has been really hectic for me. Somehow, my emotions caught up with me so much. Well, people no longer really care about the things they say that hurts me so bad. Not that they cared before anyway. After all, to them, I'm not a human being... Just because I think and feel differently from a stereotype, I'm "persecuted".Now, I truly understand the

Postless

2005-06-16T21:17:00.000+08:00

I apologise to my visitors for the postlessness for a few days. Okay, why do I care?*laughs* Anyway, do expect it to be this way for another week perhaps as I'm trying to do a major update on my website.By the way, I have gotten a domain name for Logish Lifestyle. http://logishlifestyle.tk / http://logenlanka.tk (I have not enabled it yet)Also, please do me a favour. If it is possible, please add

Twiny! hehehe...

2005-06-12T01:36:00.000+08:00

Well, I went out with Stacy and Mandy yesterday to watch "Mr and Mrs Smith". As usual, I was late so we couldn't get any tickets at Orchard Cineleisure and I had to run to Shaw House to get the tickets. YEEEEESH... It was so tiring but the movie was so COOL! *laughs* It'd be better if it was R21... :DOkay okay! Anyway, I walked around Orchard with Mandy for about an hour + afterwards without

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2005-06-09T21:56:00.000+08:00

Alright, I didn't blog for a few days perhaps. *sighs* Quarreled with my mum. Not going to fill you in on the details though. Probably understood why she was so stressed. But what about me!? I know we have financial difficulty and you think I'm not affected by it?Okay, that's not what I quarreled with her about but I know, it was on her mind. I mean, face it, it was one of those thing I

Damn, I'm so dumb!

2005-06-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

Okay, my bad. I did post yesterday. Hahaha!Thats all folks...

I missed a day...

2005-06-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hey hey, I'm back after one day. Was so so tired yesterday. Had only 2 hours+ of sleep. Damn, this was the reason why I wasn't alert enough to realise what I was saying. Major opps! Pray pray.Also, really I would like to thank Mandy and Aryani(yeni) for really comforting and understand what I was going through yesterday. For your info, we(mandy and I) were forced to go to the Science Centre with

2005-06-03T02:37:00.000+08:00

I'm extremely shocked and disgusted right now! Those fucking bastards! I have just read a lawsuit statement against Bethel Boys Academy and am so very disgusted by every single statement. Okay, very soon, I'll probably be writing an article on this issue. Check out my "views" page to read that upcoming article.Anyway, you must be interested in what got me so shocked. Honestly, I'm still

I'm so weird...

2005-06-02T21:03:00.000+08:00

Okay, I have decided that I feel normal enough to talk about what I did today. Hahaha. This is so dumb. A moment ago, I was still, you know. FYI I still haven't eaten but who cares...I'd like to start from the point when the stupid English Programme with Mr Terence Tan was over. I was late anyway.Nevermind that. After that, Aisvarya, Mandy, Jasika, Fateha and I went to Mc Donalds for breakfast.

sighs About My Previous Post

2005-06-02T20:23:00.000+08:00

I'm really sorry about my previous post. Not about the post actually, more of my mood. I'm just, in a really contradictory mood that I can't even explain what it is. My mum just threw away my almost empty clenser. Which means I won't be able to use anything decent to wash my face with for another 5 days which causes major break-outs and so much oiliness. Was feeling like, "I'm so not good-looking

Feeling Ugly

2005-06-02T20:08:00.000+08:00

You know its just one of those days when you look at someone and wished you were him/her. Okay, it doesn't matter... You're probably the someone I envy physically. In other words, a good-looker. WHATEVER.I just, *tears* you don't know how it feels to be me. I feel as if I'm a lunatic blabering bullshit to an unseen audience. However, in this case, I don't think I'm schizophrenic. I... I just

My First Entry

2005-06-02T01:46:00.000+08:00

This is my first entry for this blog which I have more or less decided to be my main blog/journal. I had realised that I needed some form of release from my emotions due to some past incidents. so, this is my place to, in general, vent my emotions. It's up to you if you want to read this blog but it shall not be my problem if you encounter any offensive material/content here. You have been