Numb
Feeling so numb right now. *sighs* I remember that I promised to do an article on child exploitation. That will have to wait. I don't really have time and I'm "emotionally unstable" now. I need to just distance myself from people for a while. Not always successful though. Wonder if there's someone to listen but I don't think anyone will or at least I no longer trust like I did before. I mean, I no longer take chances as my situation is so much more complicated now. I won't be able to take it if that person reacts to it negatively.
Actually, its really hypocritical of me to talk about trust as I have broken trust before. What was I thinking? Anyway, yarh, I no longer do that and will never do that. I lost a few people and though not close to me, I love them as friends.
See what I said about karma. It bites you in the butt. My butt-size is not reducing though!
Ciao...
-Logen (against discrimination)
Actually, its really hypocritical of me to talk about trust as I have broken trust before. What was I thinking? Anyway, yarh, I no longer do that and will never do that. I lost a few people and though not close to me, I love them as friends.
See what I said about karma. It bites you in the butt. My butt-size is not reducing though!
Ciao...
-Logen (against discrimination)
